What remains when home, marriage, dignity, and certainty are stripped away? Read how Complete Surrender To Sai Baba In Deep Suffering became a devotee’s only refuge during abandonment, humiliation, and unbearable emotional collapse.
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Complete Surrender To Sai Baba In Deep Suffering

Anonymous Shirdi Sai Baba Devotee from India says: Om Sai Ram. I want to be anonymous. I have been drawn to Sai Baba.
Om Sai Ram everyone, who is maintaining this website, you guys are doing a good job.
I feel peace when I read the experiences of the devotees. Sai Baba comes to the rescue of His devotees in no time. Baba is always there for His children, no matter when they call Him. I have been drawn to Baba like some invincible connection towards Him. I try to live in my own bubble world, introspecting Baba’s experiences, numbers, and watching Sai in every word.
I don’t know whether I’m correct or not, but I find peace and happiness seeing that Baba is with me all the time. But still, I’m not sure whether Baba is with me anymore is He upset or angry? I really don’t know. Does Baba know there is one daughter who is calling Him but is not sure if Baba is listening or not?
Sai Baba, I lost everything in my life. Today, my home given by You, my car given by You, my husband given by You, my everything given by You, my respect given by You everything I believe was given by You. Today, forcefully, I got pushed out of my home, my car, my husband left me. He is not calling, not texting; he blocked me everywhere. Today, I have been thrown out of 109 Austin home in the USA, my car, everything where I built my happy life and career everything is spoiled.
I have been thrown out of my husband’s home at Dichpally, Nizamabad. I am living at my parents’ place where my parents are suffering a lot seeing my life. I have been insulted, deceived, disrespected, and kept at a place where no one ever wants to go. Writing this makes me cry a lot. I don’t know, Sai Baba, what I did in my past life, but in this life, I am suffering a lot. It feels like giving up my life.
Please, Baba, give me death. Being a girl, listening to everyone’s bad words, scolding me, married but childless, suffering, husband left me, thrown out of home in the USA and husband’s home, husband pinpointing every mistake I made, just to get rid of me, husband recording our private conversations, husband speaking about our private bedroom moments in public it’s shameful to listen to, and it makes me want to die, Baba. Don’t show me these days, Baba. If you want to kill me, please kill me Your way, but not this way.
You know, Baba, how my life has been since my childhood. I was not born with everything like other girls. I got only the basic necessities and worked hard to study, did my master’s, and faced job inconsistency. Today, my in-laws are blaming me for spoiling my husband’s life saying that my husband is spending money on me for food and basic necessities and all. My husband and his parents are calculating every penny spent on me for everything.
Sai Baba, You know my hardships since my growing age. But still, Baba, why am I suffering with everything in my life? It doesn’t feel good, Baba. I bought a gold chain for my husband with my hard-earned money, and I lost it. Why, Baba, am I losing everything in my life? What bad did I do?
I have been suffering since March 19th, 2024, till date. My mind and heart are around the Austin 109 home I want to go to the USA with my husband. My husband should come and take me, respect me, value me, support me, be there for me, and we both should go to our 109 Austin home. I am tired, Baba, with everything in my life. “A lot will go wrong before everything goes right.” I don’t know what to believe, whom to trust, which God is with me, or which God is listening to me. Why is my life like this? I’m scared to death of seeing life. I’m scared to see one more day where I don’t find any hope at all.
Along with me, my mother and father are suffering a lot, I can’t see that pain on their faces, Baba. Don’t do this, at least, Baba. My mother and father are suffering a lot because of me, my life, and also my brother’s life. What deadly wrong did we do, Baba, that we are suffering like this? I don’t know how hell would be up in the sky, but I feel like someone is keeping granite on my chest and asking me to breathe. I do not want to breathe anymore, Baba. I’m not finding peace or happiness in my life. I don’t know, Baba, what’s going on in my life.
One request, Baba if You are there for me, please get my husband back to me. Unite us with love for each other, respect, support, kindness, and caring. Take us back to the USA, bless us with twin kids, and make our dreams into reality, Baba. And, Baba, the people who insulted me and talked badly about me they should see me and my husband living with love, caring, and respect for each other.
Om Gan Ganapataye Namah,
Om Sai Rakshak Sharanam,
Om Sai Ram,
Om Namah Parvati Pataye, Har Har Mahadev,
Jai Shree Ram,
Kavan So Kaaj Kathin Jag Mahi, Jo Nahi Hoye Taat Tum Pahi,
Jai Shree Mahakal,
Radhe Radhe,
Om Namo Venkatesaya, Govinda Govinda.
Sai Baba’s Timely Help and Support During Difficult Times
Anonymous Shirdi Sai Baba Devotee from Nepal says: I’m an ardent devotee of Shirdi Sai Baba. I want to be anonymous.
Om Sai Ram. I was not feeling well and I had many tasks to complete. I asked Baba for help. With Baba’s blessings, I came out of a difficult situation.
Thank You, Baba, for everything.
Brahmanda Naya Raja Dhiraj Yogiraj Parabrahma Satchitanand Sainath Maharaj ji jay.

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