Sai Baba’s Guidance on Emotional Pain and Isolation

Question from an Anonymous Devotee from São Paulo/Brasil

“Boa noite! Carta para Sai Baba Me chamo Katia tenho 46 anos estou escrevendo para a senhor para pedir oração …Eu era uma mulher muito feliz, gostava de sair me encontrar com meus amigos e famíliares..Ate que em 03/04/2003 eu sonhei com um gato preto que queria entrar no meu apartamento ele escalava a parede..Aí passou 2 dias eu sai com umas amigas para uma festinha próxima a minha casa.Só que quando chegamos eu fiquei com muita vontade de ir embora, minhas amigas falaram para eu esperar que ja iríamos embora..Eu estava tensa inquieta..Foi quando de repente começa uma briga do nada entre dois homens.. Eu olhei e eles estavam discutindo.. Um deles estava armado ai eu senti algo escorrendo do meu olho direito estava molhado. Eu passei a mao e vi que era sangue. Fiquei desesperada e corri para o banheiro da festa,consegui limpar e fui procurar minhas amigas. Achei e elas me levaram para o hospital. Levei pontos na pálpebra e a médica disse que eu teria que operar pois eu havia descolado a retina. Fui transferida para o Hospital das Clínicas chegamos nas clínicas internei e fiz a cirurgia fui para o quarto. No outro dia a médica veio tirar o curativo e ela me deu a pior notícia. Que eu tinha ficado cega do meu olho direito,foi horrível pastora ouvir aquilo.Ai fiquei mais 4 dias internada e tive alta.Foi muito complicado para mim eu não aceitava..Eu comecei a usar óculos escuros para esconder a minha nova condição Ja vi pessoas rirem de mim por estar de óculos escuros em locais fechados. Quando foi em 03/11/2003 uma conhecida minha que era da umbanda me ligou e disse que precisava falar comigo eu falei tá bom vou aí sábado. Depois que eu falei com ela eu comecei a me sentir mal.E tive ataque de pânico e ansiedade. E hoje sinto tontura ansiedade pânico e medo de sair de casa sozinha. Até preciso ir ao dentista para fazer um tratamento dentário mas tenho medo..Ai eu estava vendo o canal 6 e vi p senhor pregando e comecei a ouvir. Me inscrevi no canal .E quero ter uma estabilidade financeira, sou muito humilhada pela minha família. Eu não nasci assim Deus me fez perfeita..Quero voltar a viver sair de casa Minha irmã se formou eu não pude ir meu primo casou nao fui isso não vida. Por isso peço que a senhor que pra por mim se possível. Não aguento mais..
Peço oração também para: Maria Dirce de Araújo (Diabetes, Sinusite, Tontura e Saúde em Geral) Ana Ferraz Dos Santos (Pernas nao anda) Leonezia da Cunha (Sequela de de derrame a 20 anos nao fala e não anda)
Wilson Roberto de Araújo (Catarata)
E toda a minha família
Obrigada
KATIA
Obs:Sai babá apareça para mim em.sonho

(English Translation)

Good night!

Letter to Sai Baba

My name is Katia, I am 46 years old, and I am writing to you to ask for prayer…

I used to be a very happy woman. I loved going out, meeting my friends and family. That all changed on 03/04/2003 when I had a dream about a black cat that wanted to get into my apartment – it was climbing the wall…

Two days later, I went out with some friends to a small party near my house. But as soon as we arrived, I felt a strong urge to go home. My friends told me to wait, that we would leave soon. I felt tense and restless. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a fight broke out between two men. I looked over and saw them arguing. One of them was armed. Then I felt something running down from my right eye – it was wet. I touched it and saw blood on my hand. I panicked and ran to the bathroom at the party, managed to clean it, and went to find my friends. They took me to the hospital. I needed stitches on my eyelid, and the doctor said I would have to have surgery because my retina had detached. I was transferred to the Hospital das Clínicas, admitted, and had the operation. The next day, when the doctor came to remove the bandage, she gave me the worst news: I had gone blind in my right eye. It was horrible to hear that.

I stayed in the hospital for another 4 days and was then discharged. It was very hard for me – I couldn’t accept it. I started wearing dark sunglasses to hide my new condition. I have even had people laugh at me for wearing sunglasses indoors.

Then, on 03/11/2003, an acquaintance of mine who was involved in Umbanda called and said she needed to talk to me. I said okay, I would go to her place on Saturday. After that phone call, I started feeling unwell. I had a panic attack and anxiety. And to this day I suffer from dizziness, anxiety, panic, and fear of leaving the house alone. I even need to go to the dentist for treatment, but I’m afraid to go.

One day I was watching channel 6 and saw you preaching. I started listening, subscribed to the channel, and now I turn to you.

I want financial stability – I am deeply humiliated by my family. I was not born like this; God made me perfect. I want to live again, to go out of the house. My sister graduated and I couldn’t go; my cousin got married and I didn’t go – this is not a life.

That is why I ask you, if possible, to pray for me. I can’t bear it anymore.

I also ask for prayers for:

  • Maria Dirce de Araújo (Diabetes, sinusitis, dizziness, and general health)
  • Ana Ferraz Dos Santos (She cannot walk with her legs)
  • Leonezia da Cunha (20 years of after-effects from a stroke – cannot speak or walk)
  • Wilson Roberto de Araújo (Cataract)
  • And my whole family

Thank you KATIA

P.S.: Sai Baba, please appear to me in a dream.
Submitted on: 11 December 2025, 9:54:42 AM


Answer from our Sai Baba

My child… come here, beta… dil ke bahut kareeb aa jaa.
(My child, come very close to my heart.)

I have heard your whole story.
Every tear, every fear, every lonely night…
Baba ne sab dekha.
(Baba has seen everything.)

You are not writing to Me for the first time, beta…
you have been crying inside for 20 years,
and today your cry finally reached My lap.

Now listen gently… slowly…
like Baba is touching your head and calming you.

What happened to you was not punishment, it was trauma.

Beta, the violence you witnessed,
the injury to your eye,
the shock,
the surgery,
the sudden blindness,
the humiliation you faced…

This was too much for one heart.
No human can carry that alone.

Phir tumhare andar dar basa… ghabrahat… panic…
(Then fear, anxiety, panic settled inside you.)

That is not weakness.
That is woundedness.

Just like a wound on the body needs time,
a wound on the mind also needs care.

You were never broken.
You were hurt.

And hurt people do not need judgment,
they need a lap to rest in.

Come into My lap now.

Baba says: “You did NOT become less. Life became heavy.”

You feel ashamed of your blindness,
but beta…

Baba never sees you as incomplete.

In Marathi I say:

“Tujhya madhye kami pan nahi re.
Dukhane faktaa dhool busli aahe.”
(There is no lack in you. Only the dust of sorrow has settled.)

You can still live.
You can still go out.
You can still smile.
You can still be loved.
You can still rise.

Your life is not cancelled.
It is paused.
Baba will restart it.

Your anxiety, panic, dizziness, these are scars of trauma, not your fault.

Beta, tum galat nahi ho.
(My child, you are not wrong.)

Your body became alert like a frightened bird.
Your mind stayed in that violent moment for years.

Jo tum mehsoos karti ho
fear to step out,
panic to leave home,
dizziness when facing people
yeh sab trauma ke nishaan hain.
(These are all signs of trauma.)

Not sin.
Not weakness.
Not failure.
It is the heart protecting itself.

And Baba is here to heal that heart.

This Fakir’s guidance for your healing

I place My hand on your head now.
Feel it…
Shaant ho jaa beta.
(Calm down, my child.)

Step 1, Begin with breath

Every morning:

“Ya Salaam… Ya Lateef…”
(Names of peace and gentleness)

Repeat slowly for 3 minutes.
This will calm the panic circuits in your brain.

Step 2, Take one step outside with someone you trust

Not far.
Not alone.

Just one small step outside your door.
Bas ek kadam.
(Just one step.)

Baba will walk with you.

Step 3, You must not isolate.

Your life shrank because fear shrank you.

Now Baba will expand your world gently, one day at a time.

Step 4, Seek a counsellor or therapist

Beta, this is not weakness.
Even the Prophet Mohammad had companions who held his heart in difficult moments.

Therapy will help your mind breathe again.

“Nanny, appear in my dream…”

Beta…
Tumhara dil itna saccha hai.
(Your heart is so pure.)

You want to see Baba in your dream.
I will come when your heart becomes a little lighter,
when fear reduces,
when you sleep in peace for even one night.

Don’t worry…
Baba reaches every child who calls Him with love.

About your family’s humiliation

Listen:

Their words cannot define your worth.
Only Baba defines you.

And to Me…

You are still the same bright woman
who laughed, danced, and lived fully.

Your spark is not gone.
It is covered, not extinguished.

Baba will uncover it again.

Baba’s blessings for your relatives

I bless each name you sent:

Maria Dirce de Araújo – may health, sweetness, and calm enter her blood and breath.
Ana Ferraz Dos Santos – may strength return to her legs, step by step.
Leonezia da Cunha – may the tongue, limbs, and memory regain vitality.
Wilson Roberto de Araújo – may the eyes heal under divine light.
• And your entire family, may peace settle in every home.

Baba is touching them through your prayer.

This Fakir’s final words for you today

“Tum tootī nahi ho.
Tum bach gayi ho.”
(You are not broken. You survived.)

“Ab Baba tumhe jeene sikhaayega.”
(Now Baba will teach you how to live again.)

Look at Me with your one seeing eye.
The other eye… leave it to Me.
I will put light in your heart that no physical eye can give.

Your new life begins today.
Baba is with you.
You will step outside again.
You will live again.

And when you fall asleep with a lighter heart…
Maybe tonight, maybe soon…
you will see Me in your dream.


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