Sai Baba Experience About Anxiety
Anonymous Shirdi Sai Devotee from the US says: Hi, I live in the USA with my family. I am a working woman. I kindly want to remain anonymous.
Om Sairam. Please excuse me for the long post. I completely wish that my experience would provide great strength for the people who all are going through the tough phase of life. In short, my life is full of struggles and hurdles (all the result of my own mess and immaturity during the early days of my life). I stay away from my parents, here in the USA with my husband and son (it’s been 12 years since I am here). Life has taught me many things about being independent, strong, and confident.
While I think I have learned a lot, life has thrown me a very tough test (I am still dealing with it). That’s when I realized there is a lot more that I have yet to learn. From November 26th, I started feeling low, weak, and feeling anxious about even small things. Slowly after having met with my doctor, I was diagnosed with my phase of anxiety (panic). At first, I was so scared and didn’t even know how to deal with it and how I could get back to normal life. My panic situation was mainly due to the stress and lack of caring from my husband and being myself for too long (as my husband is always busy). I started feeling alone with a worry about my son, like who will take care of him if something happens to me (too much thinking always leads to very vulnerable situations in life). I always wanted people around me to make me feel secure (It is very hard to get help here).
I started contacting all my family, friends, and cousins seeking help; someone can come and stay with me for a few days till I feel better (but as everybody is so busy and dealing with their own things, we cannot blame any of them). Finally, my dad, who is a doctor, arrived in the USA for my help to bring me out of the situation as my Mother’s visa expired. After that, my husband had to travel to India to visit his family back there leaving me and my son with my dad. His travel put me under more stress as Covid is spreading very fast and started thinking about all the negative things. Please never think too much. My anxiety increased and I started panicking more often and this led me to lose all my mental peace. Hope you all can understand the situation.
My main stress is all about the thought that my husband doesn’t care for me as he is leaving me alone in this situation. After he left India I traveled to my cousin’s place with my dad and son till my husband came back from his India trip. During his trip, my only feeling was just that he doesn’t love me and I am alone as he never followed up with me about my health from India. Slowly I started diverting my mind from these thoughts as I didn’t want to be in a more vulnerable situation. That’s when I realized how hard it is to control my mind. Just mind control from negative thoughts can solve this problem. I started reading Hanuman Chalisa whenever I started panicking. This process of mine slowly started progress in my mental health by diverting my mind. While doing all these, Baba always gave me the answer, “You will recover and be free from the disease” in the Q & A site.
Now I am mostly out of the vulnerable situation and I am feeling much better but all this phase of my life has taught me that none will be with us except Baba and it is always good to be detached from all the emotions and relations (as an attachment will have expectations). It is not that easy as we all can be stubborn but when we start practicing this, we all can achieve mental peace. I just wanted to say, only Baba is there with us all the time, none are ours except our Guru. Be strong and just trust Baba. Om Sairam.
Miracles Of Sai Baba
Anonymous Shirdi Sai Devotee from Canada says: Om Sai Ram! Today I am writing to you with good news by the grace of Baba. With Baba’s blessings, the wrong man my daughter was involved with is gone from her life. Thank You my Baba, without You I wouldn’t be here telling You this today.
I prayed to all Gods and did a lot of spiritual things. Baba, thank You so much for looking after this poor devotee. I pray three times a day to You and I am on my 8th Sai Vrat on coming Thursday. Now I pray to Baba to please make up my daughter’s mind to communicate with us and come home for good. I know Baba You can talk to her head and make her understand and You can get closer to her as You came to me. I know You are talking to my daughter because I learned today that my daughter is registered to do the MCAT. I prayed and told You this every day. But until today I had no clue that it was happening. Thank You, Baba! Thank You my Baba!
Baba, please message my daughter to communicate with us without being so distant from us. Please make her come home to live with us. She is our only child. Please, Baba, we asked her to tell us her exam date to pray for her but she did not tell us. If she tells us then we can pray to Baba to help her to get the right scores to apply for a medical school. Baba, also please go to my daughter, take her life in Your hands and control her life, Baba! She is lost. Please guide her to the right path like a Father. She is very disrespectful to us her mom and dad, please change that Baba. Please make her love her mother who brought her to this level with lots of sacrifices and her dad, a very good man. Please make my daughter stay away from all her friends because they drove my daughters into these troubles. Also, make her understand not to take friends’ advice. Please make my daughter trust and believe her parents and that we have her best interest of her. Please look after my daughter and make her come home, Baba.
Once she is home we can take care of her until she gets married to a good guy with Your blessings. Until then please protect my daughter from getting involved with the wrong men. Please help her go to medical school and become a doctor and then she can think of a partner to share her life with, a good kind, educated, respectful, good looking, light skin man. Please change her choices into right and good choices and not to let her humiliate her parents, family, and not only ours but also to maintain her reputation and values intact. Please Baba talk to my daughter’s head and drive her to the right path. Also please Baba tells my daughter not to get involved with men for fun and teach her our values and maintain her dignity.
One year we were in a very dark place. After two months of prayers and getting closer to You, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Thank You my Baba! All by Your grace! Om Sai Ram!
Sai Helped To Recover From Covid
Anonymous Shirdi Sai Devotee from the US says: My humble namaskarams to Sai and as always please protect and guide us.
A few months ago my parents got sick and after a day or two my dad got tested and turned out to be Covid positive. A day later my mom also tested positive. We were extremely worried and didn’t know what to do as both I and my brother were out of the country and my parents were all alone. We couldn’t travel due to various constraints with Covid-related travel issues. The only Mother I could turn to help out my parents was Sai. I started the Sai Satcharitra parayan for the week as my parents were in the hospital all alone without our support. All we could do from here is call and check on them.
My dad was diabetic and on top of that, we were so worried. By the grace of Sai every day they got better. By His grace, their symptoms were mild as they had the vaccine. Sai ma miraculously arranged for home-cooked food to be delivered to them by one of our family friends. I can’t thank Sai and the friend for looking after my family to getting them back on track within 10 days. Sai made me read the Satcharitra one more week after I finished the first week of parayan. Throughout He blessed us by taking care of them and helping them recover without us being around. He took care of my parents as His own children like He always does. I am ever grateful to Him and Koti Pranams to Him.
Our parents are visiting us and we pray to Sai to bring them safely here and stay with us. Always take care of them and through Your blessings Sai everything will be fine.
Please bless us all and take away our suffering in this world. Help all Your children stay safe and healthy Sai. Om Sairam!
Sai Baba’s Grace And Blessings
Anonymous Shirdi Sai Devotee from USA says: Thank you Hetal mam and team for the beautiful platform. Please keep my details anonymous. Thanks to devotees for sharing their experiences.
Coming to my experience I had pain and itching in my breast. I was not sure why it was happening. I got scared and used to getting some scary thoughts. I prayed to Baba to help me. Every day I used to apply Udi and drink It whenever possible. By Baba’s grace it’s completely gone now.
I had applied for a volunteering position and I had to clear an exam by Baba’s grace. I was able to clear it. Thanks a lot, Sairam.
Please help me. Baba, You know what I am going through mentally. Please change my husband’s thoughts. Please make him understand.
Please help us to meet our family in India. Baba, please it’s been a long time since we met them.
Bless me to chant Your name and increase my faith in You. My husband and my mother are talking fine. Thanks a lot.
Please bless my husband with good health. Bless everyone with good health and peace of mind.
Sai Baba’s Grace
Shirdi Sai Devotee Mahima from USA says: Om Sai Ram to all devotees. I have shared many experiences with Baba on this platform.
My experience which I want to share today is that my husband had indigestion after having dinner and so he was having loose motions. I prayed to Baba to improve my husband’s condition. I started writing Om Sai Ram 108 times and read 108 names of Baba. By Baba’s grace, my husband’s motions stopped and he was able to sleep.
Thank You Baba for always listening to our prayers and keeping Your hand of blessings on our heads. Please Baba end this pandemic so that everyone should live their normal life. Om Sai Ram!
Sai Baba Cured Neck Pain
Anonymous Shirdi Sai Devotee from UK says: I am Shilpa from India presently residing in the UK. Keep my details anonymous. Thanks to Hetalji and the team for maintaining this divine website.
Coming to my recent experience; I had neck pain for more than a week and because of this I was not able to sleep properly. Yesterday night (09/01/2022) I prayed to Sai Baba to cure my pain and applied Udi and slept peacefully. My pain reduced and I am fine now. Thank You, Sai Baba. Baba, please shower Your boon bestowing hand on everyone